Rules of the Game
Will de Kypia
It was way too late to be playing baseball,
we should have given up half an hour ago.
In that distant, more innocent time we knew
our parents wouldn't truly be worried, they
would be mad because we had broken the
first, the most important commandment:
Be home before dark. Be back
before the streetlamps come on.
But we needed to finish the
game and we refused to quit.
Our field was intended for day
games, it didn't have any lights.
Home plate faced due west so the batter
could just make out the pitches against
the dying crimson glow of the sunset.
And a fielder was still able to judge fly balls
and grounders though it'd be tough to track a
liner streaking toward his tired crew-cut head.
We were now down to five a side.
A pitcher, two in the infield and two in the outfield.
Own side catches, pitcher's hands and right field out.
When David decides to go home we're left five to four.
Ricky shouts “Invisible second baseman!”
Greg yells back “Not with you cheaters!”
An invisible runner runs. An invisible fielder does
whatever the loudest voice in the game says he did.
Jimmy picks up his glove, he's ready to vamoose too.
The loudest voice says “We gotta finish this game.
Invisible man playing second, he grabs anything
six feet 'round the base. I make the call, OK?"
Onto the field trots an invisible man who
is about to teach us the rules of the game.
Mike's on first, takes a pretty good lead
and starts for second ahead of the pitch.
There's a crack of the bat, then a thunk,
and one of us runs to the nearest house.
An ambulance comes quick but
not quick enough to help Mike.
Eight walk along leafy streets,
boy sweat drying cold on our skin
as crickets chirp the end of summer.
All the streetlamps are on.
They cast bright circles of light
that look like patches of frost on
the sidewalks taking us home.
We pass TV-flickered picture
windows, murmuring porches,
parched lawns comforted
by hissing sprinklers.
And we wonder if those footsteps
behind us are the invisible man's.
Before high school ends one of us will
die going too fast in his new used car.
Another dies losing a war.
Then one more by his own hand to
soothe a sorrow known to none.
The rest of us want to stay in
the game as long as we can.
To stay in the game that is only called
for a darkness as deep as the sunset was
the night we learned its immutable rules.
Everyone plays, no one wins,
and the final out will be yours.
